::Voice A: Examinations are coming! Oral Defense! BSP essay test next week!
Voice B: So? I want to sleep!
Right now, I listen to voice B more often...
Major causes of unhappiness for me recently. Starting from the top. My head. German exam’s over. A feeling of disappointment feels my head. Hmm..I studied hard for the exam. I put in effort to do well. All the word cards, readin german during history classes..I thought i have done enough to do well for this exam..I was wrong! When i wrote my essay, i did not know if I used past tense or future tense..When i read the passage, I hardly understood one full sentence.. A1? I bet i just got myself a C6..
What its my passion now? TRACK! My heart beats for track now..it no longer beat for cooking..reading..girls..not even SOCCER!(tell you why in a moment) You know, there are few things in your life that really stirs you up. Doing it, your heart takes over and you just love it. I love TRACK. One of the biggest disappointments this year was the Nationals. I had improved a tremendous lot this year. From the end of last year right up to nationals, I have slowly built myself up. Yet i fell short at the LAST HURDLE! sorta literally if you consider my 400mHurdles Final. I was the only HCI finalist and with all hopes on me, I fell short. I actually got a cursed flu before nationals that just did not go away. I had fever the weekend before my qualifiers. You know when you get this feverish flu, you dont just recover wif a mug of panadol. It takes TIME! So sluggish and without fitness, i started my race. However much my heart wanted me to go the 400m, my legs gave way half way through. I must have counted 3 finalists that took over me at the last 100m. I must have looked a big joke..7th place. I sworn it will be better next time. As much as I want to think of other things..this memory just keeps on buggin me.
This post is getting abit long? haha..so its time for our finale! lets get tot he bottom of all this shall we? My FEET! Yah, why is it a major cause of unhappiness for me recently? Besides being as smelly as ever, I now got a skeletal spur growing out the base of my BIG right TOE! Ya, a spur! Because of the many ramming from a soccer ball, I am suffering from a kind of anthratic condition, named Turf Toe. The repeated sprain and twists on the big toe had caused a spur to develop at its base. And believe me..it hurts. No more soccer anytime soon. sniffs..::

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