::*sniff* Just replied an email from my beijing friends..
Around three weeks ago, i went on this BSP immersion trip to Beijing, China...yah..in case anyone do not know..I was born in there..in Beijing 301 hospital -.o In this trip, i went back to my old little room where i grew up as a little china boy.. the dusty room.. the low-down squating toilet.. the room is still kept mostly as it was by my dear grandparents.. thankfully the neighbourhood did not change as much since i left almost 7 years ago..
I saw my grandparents, and my uncles and aunts too.. my dear old grandparents who were both professors yet also my playmates and care-givers.. now they are both old, wrinkled and grey..
However, in this trip, apart from all the old memories, what touched me the most was the new friendships that are now engraved in my heart. It was a fantastic sight-seeing+studying tour of Beijing.. but what is most firm in my memory is not that the forbidden city's brick floor has 15 layers of bricks..or that only royal palaces' doors can have nine golden knobs carved onto them...
What I hold most dear are the memories i shared with a few true friends in the space of only 3weeks.. these friends were only made after I reached beijing.. yet their names are now engraved onto my heart.. never to be forgotten.. yet pain fills me when I remember them.. for that we may never see each other again.. no matter how we miss each other..
I received one of their emails a few days ago.. they still sound the same... the laughters we shared.. the games we played together... the jay chou songs that kept playing in our class during lunch breaks...
f*** Im crying now... never cried for a long time... never sobbed for another person.. but I am crying now for i am missing you.. and I will remember you forever. . please remember me too~ I love you all..
"一直没告诉你，你在机场打电话给我，挂了以后，都感动得不知道说什么好了 我知道you hate to say goodbye.Me,too.所以我们永远不说好不好啊，一定可以再见 到你的 嗯，还有一件事要告诉你，刚刚从牙科医院回来，我把牙套摘掉了，竟然会有点不习惯 呢 嘻嘻，是不是很傻啊。"::

.:firestarter blogged on 1:15 PM:.
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