::da..la...la. Here to report on what had happend these past few days.
We had our cross country last wednesday, the day after valentines. I got 17th =/ i was not exactly exasperated at the end of the race... Long distance runners did not monopolize the entire top 10 either.. Cj the canoeist came in fourth?! I cant help but think that Han was right when he said i lacked the mental toughness.. o.o
in e end however, my team came in second! hee hee.. together we stand! n of course, that means i got my first medal of 2006. First of many... ;)
But then again.. i was lying on my bed yesterday, my quadriceps as sore as a concentrated lemonade. Analysing the opposition is not always my favourite pasttime..so I am always in a blur about my competitors at nationals. This time however, I took the time to think..just a bit. I've had the luck of a medal each at all my previous competitions. two at nationals. =D this year is tough. =/ naturally it gets easier when u r the most senior in ur age group..but not this time! not only are e top3 from last year still competing this year, those from the sports school are back~! o.O I have no hope of beating the top sports school hurdler..probably 1% chance of beating the second best sports school hurdler.. and i have to beat last year's champ just to get third!? =.= urgh..
that's it..I am not thinking about track anymore..so depressing.
STUDIES! =D always exciting eh? so far....first failure of the year. IHE mock test..=/ i THINK i can get a1 for ihe this year....yah. Especially with IH increased to double academic unit this time round, what can i do BUT get A1 for IH this year. =/
*tries to hynoptise myself*
I am a good IH student...yes...I am a good IH student...goooood....i...h....student...
=.=
Projects....
SL project. Wheel chair bound. Sportmanship. New sense of Purpose. Joy. CIP hours.
...life is a mess...
...life is hard..
...life is unpredictable...
...life is full of crap..
...life is shit...
...o.O::

.:firestarter blogged on 11:39 AM:.
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