::..would be the last 400m hurdles run I ever do.. =] maybe..
I heard this from BingYang while he was talking with JinRui in the toilet... it completely echoes my thoughts...

JR: "won't you regret not coming back [to compete]?"
BY: "no, there is an opportunity cost to everything."

I've known this for a while now, but to hear him say it with such conviction makes me believe it even more. There is an opportunity cost to everything, is track worth it?
it has been worth it for 4 years bah.. haha.. n a wonderful four years too.. the ups and the downs.. I have grown in the process too.. from zibei, to zilian, from underestimating myself, to being over-confident, from disillutioned, to apathetic.. I love track, and I love all trackers.
But maybe.. the opportunity cost is too high.. maybe.. I can love something else more..

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side-note about lawrence, liqia and yuwei
lawrence: I am really really happy for you, and I told you so too. To come back and beat Ridzwan with such conviction, and breaking the record in the process, it speaks volume of the person you are. I hope you found coming back to B div worth it. But pride comes before fall, so watch out for your 100m hurdles! =p
liQia: LiQia!! I know you won't read this, couse hostel's computer is really lousy.. anyway, are you not proud of yourself!!!? One month of hurdling, and here you are, the 400m hurdles A div champ! I know you have alot of unfinished ambitions too. Still rmbr u telling me, how 'old' you are, and how you can't run like before. SEE la, anyway, very proud of you, you are the man!
YuWei: stupid boy.. go n lose your spike after winning your medal.. haha.. a big attitude problem you have lah, it dn work well with everyone. but then, u wn care anyway, and haha.. you're probably still cursing and using that f* word now.. so i'll save it. now you are doing so well, i know u love track =p only hope you'll stay on when the going gets tough. Dn miss me nxt year ar, haha.
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