::You know how people can change? and quickly?
And you can't do anything about it.
Slowly.. subconsciously, or consciously we will let it affect our relationship.
Is there anything anyone can do?
It may not even be you that iniated this change. It may be some outdated info that you never wanted the other person to hear about until perhaps much later. Something you had deemed insignificant but it managed to affect e other person all e same.
Someone spilled the beans to her and now things are out of your control.
It is like watching someone important to you die.. She may not be your world, but she was still someone you treasured. She may still appear e same to everyone else, yet she would turn cold to you. At least that is what she appears to be doing.
Somehow you are sensitive to these things. You see her, and you approach with e same smile and goes to her. She did not say a thing, she would even try to talk to you. You fake a smile, but deep down you feel her reluctance. You don't have her full attention, she is thinking of something else. You walk away.
You think to yourself. Normally i would have ignored such a person. Why do I still bother. All of a sudden she had lost all her beauty and you are looking at her.. as she is. You do not feel appreciated.. That is what you think anyways.
You reminisce about the past, maybe everything will get better with time. You care, and your door is always open for her, she only has to knock. For now, you are slowly hurting and soon growing numb, behind those doors.::

.:firestarter blogged on 2:04 PM:.
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