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GOD will you give me a hint! o.o ..........*looks around*............argh.
I am totally exasperated by this question! BIOLOGY OR PHYSICS! O.O waaaaaaaaaaaaa.... *goes crazy*
I simply cannot make a decision. Either way it seems a big risk anyways. I tried to understand it in a thousand different ways but none of them is giving me any new insights. *counts* This is already the .. wait.
now...
If i got into THE class, I'll not run for council but I'll try for fac comm. I'll take Biology and achieve academic excellence. =D and do well for track and whatever other commitment I allow myself.
If I fail in my application to THE class, I'll take Physics and run for council?? o.O and ditch track and other committments. I'll spend hours a day on my mathematics and physics while balancing council. =s
My major worry for Physics is that it will be too mathematically-based for me. I could fail! Mathematics have never been my forte and probably never will be. Whatever rosy picture engineering seems to paint will be irrelevent if I tried and failed in Physics. My brain has not adapted to numbers and simply looking at the many formulas H2 Physics will cover already gives me a headache. Mathematics is a vital part of high level Physics.. If I took Physics, whatever I achieve in Physics will be like a patient with a weak heart. Should my heart/Mathematics deteriotes, my whole body/Physics will disintegrate with it. Is that not too big a risk to take?
Or is my Mathematics really as bad as I think it is..
Unfortunately Biology has its pitfalls too. The constant mugging..(look at their piles of notes) the irrelevent syllabus...(It's more on life sciences than anything else.) At the end of the day, Bio is not really more appealing that Physics if not for its dependability and the assurance that I'll get an A for it.
..which is rather important... o.o
So would I take Biology even if I fail to get into STP? Joining S60's counterpart in another fac is not the best option by any means. I'll probably lose my chance at Council, need to adapt to new friends, and completely twist my sense of loyalty to serve my new faculty. What's the point of alleviating my academic burdens, and then have nothing worthwhile to replace it with? the argument that Biology provides academic assurance still applies though.. a tempting argument but one that is not so convincing once I start contemplating life in my new fac. =s
Stay in Athena!! [let's put Physics aside first.] I have great friends in Athena, a supportive class, and a nice bunch of seniors. I have no worries about running for council or fac comm and I'll remain CT rep! =D lol. Should I remain in Athena, I'll have a clear plan for running for council. That's very important, afterall council will give me the correct exposure that could push me up to the next level. I'll defintely stay in ATHENA.. if not for Physics.. =S have you taken a look at the Physics syllabus yet? It is really very scary if you are bad at mathematics/formulas. There are so many formulas and hence so much calculation to be done it is not even funny! (I laugh at a lot of things..but not at physics. o.o )
Bio if application approved, Phy if application fails. Meanwhile let's start council preparations. =D::

.:firestarter blogged on 9:47 AM:.
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