::It's been so long since I last came back to this blog. I was busy.. Also I have started a diary.. It's different compared to this. This is public. That is private. That feels personal, this feels mechanical and cold. Still things have changed and I felt responsible to at least update this blog.
College life has been really fun. I got new friends, I am playing soccer now, and my teacher visits my blog! haha. I also scored pretty well for my recent block tests. Besides enjoying my nationals, I am also participating in various activities such as Fac committee and NRP. I do look forward to the remaining year ahead. The challenge is definitely there and I am excited. I want to live this JC life with passion and pride. I want to change, and grow. New friendships will be forged and I will shape my future, regardless what determinist may say. =s
One of the most influential person in my life is the Christ Jesus. I have started to entrust my entire life on Him now.. He is my saviour, my salvation from this sinful world. I am not just blurting these things out because they are typical christian behaviour. I feel it. It is this intimate relationship that I have with Him that I am so grateful for. He loved me when I was so unlovely.. I will live His way.
Do you know the person that God used to bring me to Him? It's a she.. it's a beautiful Christian girl called Alycia. She's just lovely from the inside out. A wonderful creation of God and one that I cherish a lot. We broke up though. Yesterday. It's a new phase in our relationship. Not a BGR anymore.
But like all crisis, it's full of opportunities. I'm still(and I presume we both are) quite emotionally unstable, but I'll try to focus myself for the good of both of us. Afterall, there's a Chem test on Monday. o.O::

.:firestarter blogged on 4:44 PM:.
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